californication...wats that mean??

WOAH!! long time no post...wow...ok well its not like theres much to say anyway. I've basically been sitting at home since i got home. can u believe school starts in three weeks?! ugh and yay!! at the same time. does that school depress you? like...it seems really dark and stuff, but if u look at school on tv, they're all bright and open and stuff...iits really annoying. plus high school is nothing like they portray it on tv. i like that high school better. oh well. so hows ur guys summer?? i cant believe u moved away justice?! how is cali? like the weather?? ha i would lolz. well that sucks, we dont get to hang out, :P. wat have u done doan?? hows cj?? we should hang out before school starts again. hmmm...i gotta get online more. have u guys ever heard of the show the nanny?? its sooo funny. very cliche but still funny. acting on the main acotrs part kinda iffy...but still funny shiz yo. well anyway i guess ill talk to u guys later.

ireland!

hey peoples!! how are yas?? mann...its awesome here. im having so much fun. better than doans SILENT vacation!!! HA!! i cant hear it :P lolz. well i just got to the repbublic of ireland. were stsyin in this awesome ass hotel. there friken suites!! its amazing. there are like seven bedrooms in one thing. AND i get a queen sized beed tonite. sooo happy :D haha this is like school...theres so much drama. i mean there was already a couple or watever and they aleady broke. but ive made some really good friends. were on the coach for about 5-6 hours a day unless theres an unusually long bus ride, so im getting like 12 hours of sleep a day, its really wierd but im still tired. i had haggis. it was friken disgusting. i had like one bite and gagged. gross!! the plane ride was like 9 hours, then we missed our connection, so we had to wait another two hours in the airport for our hour long plane ride. we spend WAAAY to much time traveling. hmmm...wat else?? im getting u stuff but i duno wat u want. i have an idea for doan, but idk for justice.plus i need your address or something so i can mail it to you. or we could hang out...that could be fun :) haha there was a tone behind that but you cant read it. so hows life there?? my mom said it was pretty arm there, but shes in cali now, so i dunno. oh, if u get a call from a really long phone number, answer it!! gotta go ily guys!!

good-bye!!

DAMMIT!! wat the hell?! i really thought i was free from his...grasp...on me. well not anymore. marissa friken forced me to talk to him. ugh, ive tried so hard to keep myself away from him, to distance myself, to let him go...then...this. ugh. i cant get away. its friken annoying...im pretty sure he likes marissa, but whenever he talks to me it sounds like he still likes me and brings all that emotion flooding back. i dont want this. he needs to pick one of us (or neither of us watever) but im tired of it.and since i cant really talk to him without texting, he might as well pick marissa and stop...talking to me like he does. unless hes just being nice or somethin, i dont kno. all i kno is that marissa insists that he likes me still. she said i make him happy, he said he missed me in like all caps and she said he doesnt say it like that to her, then he said we gotta hang out before i leave but then i said i leave tomorrow he said something along the lines of well hugs and kisses and somethin bout god...i dunno, ugh ok im done talking about him...ok
ok well as u kno im leavin tomorrow, especially since i said that in my last blog, this is my last blog before i leave so wat should i say?? i dunno, feels like im dying or something lolz, im comin back anyway so watever buh-bye...see/talk to you in 19 days!

anticipation!

hey ma hos!! wats da haps yo?! haha lolz jk...well as u kno, im leavin tomorrow..wow, its soo soon lolz, well it seems like it anyway. wow im watchin americas got talent...HA!! yea right, america aint got no talent. they kick out more ppl then they put thru...wow chicago really SUCKS!! haha failure lolz. well anyway marissa is sittin right next to me, so ill put more up later. plus the fact i was gunna put my last "farewell" blogpost up tomorrow, so yea...

FREEDOM!!!

hmmm.waz up?? i went to the beach with doan...well no the beach, but the water front. i hate the beaches in Washington. they always have rocks and stuff...why cant they have sand. honestly i dont think ive ever seen a real beach...ya kno the one with sand...yea...sad. wow i cant believe im leaving in like three days...its so awesome. im kinda nervous it doesnt seem like im actually going...its wierd. well i saw eclipse. did i already write about that?? i dunno but ima write about it again. it...was...AWESOME!!! i wanna see it again sooo bad, cuz by time i get back it prolly wont be in theaters anymore. i hope it is, that way when i get back i can save some money and go see it again. or maybe i can just save some money and go chill at the mall. hmmm...i dunno. im finally glad its summer, and that its finally hit me. i member when school first got out, i missed it and people, but now im ok. and those people, that person...can suck balls. HAHA yea...thats right...HIM!!! i dont wanna like him anymore, im tired of it, its friken ridiculuos. i dont kno why i got...upset or watever when he was flirting with marissa, but i did. oh, well im over it. im done. cant wait till i go to europe, then i can get him off my mind and finally let him go. well other than that...wats up??? hmmm i dunno...i got my debit card...yay. its fun using it. but i can never figure out which side to slide it on cuz t keeps changing from store to store and crap and its really annoying. wat else? thers nothing going on in my life...oh i didnt get my report card :P haha cuz i forgot to turn in my AP book...haha, its in my locker, or it was. you would think that theyd go thru the lockers and then turn that stuf in, but noooo....the schools is stupid. haha. i really dont wanna go back to that school. i mean going to school is fine, but not that school, ot that building. its just kinda boring already ya kno???

father time...

holy hell doan...did u already read and reply to the journal?! damness yo. thats some awesome shit. the voting thing is one of the gadgets when you go to edit or change ur blog or watever. how come u always have interesting stories?? its not fair mann. omgeezness!!! i cant wait eclipse is out in 2 hours and 57 min!!! yay!!! sucks i gotta go with marissa, but watever. its all good. hmmm...so did justice move eyet or wat?? havent heard fromher in a while, she hasnt even updated her blog. does it seem like now that its summer theres way less motivation to fill the journal?? feels like that to me. i mean its fun, i just wanna get it done already. then we gotta do the ceremony. time time time, theres so little of it, yet so much at the same time...ya kno wat i mean?? how come i cant answer that question huh??

RING!!!

wat the hell mann?? wat is wrong with me?!?! ya kno...one min. i think im gettin over him...the next min....BAM were talkin and everything comes rushing back. its friken ridiculous...well heres the story. i put up the countdown thing till eclipse as my status on fb. well first zack commented on it, but nobody cares, then jonathan commented and said sumthin along the lines of eclipse wooo...but with exclamation and caps and stuff then i said haha awesome, then he said yeah u dont even know how to call no one more im still ur hubby then i said sorry i dont like talkin on the phone then he said theres facebook, then i said yea and IMd him, then i got really annoyed cuz he always talks bout himself. its really annoying, which would be why i got annoyed lolz. but seriously he does. then he said we should hang out this week and i said yea and asked if he was goin to the eclipse premiere he said yea i asked which theater he said sumthin idk, but its not the one im goin to, then he said aww, then he stopped talking. is this annoying?? kinda feels like it is. i feel like im back in school again. i dont wanna think about him all the time there is other stuff that should be in my head, not just him. oh doan we should go to the mall or sumthin before i leave, i dont have any money, but i figured it could still be fun. omg i cant friken wait for tuesday night!!! its gunna be freakin awesome!!! cept' i gotta go with marissa. i mean its not like im gunna be talkin to her or anything but still...ya kno??? now im just ramblin...well havent really talked to anybody in a while, maybe if somebody answered her phone DOAN!!! or replied on IM DOAN!!! haha id say jk but im serious, im bored mann...answer!!!

ridin on a jet-plane...

wow its been loong time since i blogged. well nuthin much as happened tho so no real reason to anyway :P i havent done anything...yet. leavin for my trip in nine days. damn its so close. im not even freakin out and bein all excited and stuff. im acting like its just another day. went on a huge shopping spree this weekened to get a bunch of stuff for the trip that ill prolly never use again. dont you hate that?? i also got me some 25 gigs o' memory for my camcorder. but even then thats only like 600 min. of video. i really hope they have computers or somethin i can access in the hotels or whatever. cuz if not im majorly fucked. :) haha...wat else? i got my debit card. its not like i used it, i gotta save the money in the account for my trip. i got 280 bucks to spend. yay. and watevers left, i hope i get to spend it here, maybe chill at the mall with MY debit card and WITHOUT my mom. i went to the allergist. turns out im allergic to cats. WTF?! i was in the docs office and i looked at mom and i was like WTF?! its friken amazing. so if justice got her computer taken away, how did she tell u she got it taken away?? lolz wat else has been happenin this summer?? NOTHING!! yea, summer kinda sucks so far. i cant wait for that plane ride. i love being on a plane...even tho im asleep half the time. my mom is pissing me the fuck off. shes such a fucking bitch. what the hell is her damn problem?1 damn how can someone be such a bitch?? shes sooo fucking irritating. doan do u want the journal before i leave?? im not takin it with me and it aint gunna do any good sittin in my room. well...bye.

you sure??

ok...well i just added a bunch of bullshit to my blog. why?? i dunno. i was bored. im prolly gunna take it off. especially the reaction thing at the bottom. that is stupid and definetly not wat i expected. the poll thing at the top. i might keep it, but for some reason the question isnt showing up, plus the fact that only two people actually read this. the question btw is: are you ready?? i dunno, just somethin fun to do i guess. the search thing...maybe i dunno yet on that one either. the list thing tho. ill prolly keep that. looks ok i guess. aint hurtin anyone. well watevs bye.

u still there doan?

ima man now?? thanks doan!! well i guess its better to be ur dream man than sum lozers hobo buddy. haha were u talkin bout hao? mann....where do u get that mad libs shit yo?! hmmm...j-dog, are u really gunna answer all my questions?! AWESOME!! haha hmmm...wat this time? dude!! u kno what this reminds me of?!?! that one part in twilight!! where edward is questioning bella!!! haha!!! aaanywaaay....hmmm why are u friends with my mom on fb??? wierd. why doesnt doan ever get on IM anymore?? im gunna keep askin that till she answers. are u guys watchin pretty little liars?? i mean, are u guys actually gunna follow the show. i think i will. it looks pretty good. im not usually the one for drama, but...ill make an exception. haha. wat else?? i miss school. i miss all the people. i feel so isolated. its not fun. ugh. i really want texting back. instead of having to go thru the stupid internet to talk to anybody. and half the time nobody interesting is on. oh...guess wat. i got my ticket!! yea!!. i cant wait. 8 days!!! :D!!! haha if we all wanna go to the same time, u should prolly get ur guys tickets soon. cuz the 12:01 showing is already sold out, and i got stuck with the 12:02 showing :P cuz i waited for stupid marissa who promised me she wass gunna get the ticket. betcha if i hadnt waited for her i woulda gotten the 12:01 showing. anyway. i dont know how many is left, so u guys better hurry. justice. u can probably stay at my house that night if u need to. u too doan, if u wanna. well hmmm...wat else is goin on in my life? NOTHING!! honestly, i hate summer. especially this year. it still feels like the beginning of spring. ugh i hate washington. well im outtie. bye :)