ireland!

hey peoples!! how are yas?? mann...its awesome here. im having so much fun. better than doans SILENT vacation!!! HA!! i cant hear it :P lolz. well i just got to the repbublic of ireland. were stsyin in this awesome ass hotel. there friken suites!! its amazing. there are like seven bedrooms in one thing. AND i get a queen sized beed tonite. sooo happy :D haha this is like school...theres so much drama. i mean there was already a couple or watever and they aleady broke. but ive made some really good friends. were on the coach for about 5-6 hours a day unless theres an unusually long bus ride, so im getting like 12 hours of sleep a day, its really wierd but im still tired. i had haggis. it was friken disgusting. i had like one bite and gagged. gross!! the plane ride was like 9 hours, then we missed our connection, so we had to wait another two hours in the airport for our hour long plane ride. we spend WAAAY to much time traveling. hmmm...wat else?? im getting u stuff but i duno wat u want. i have an idea for doan, but idk for justice.plus i need your address or something so i can mail it to you. or we could hang out...that could be fun :) haha there was a tone behind that but you cant read it. so hows life there?? my mom said it was pretty arm there, but shes in cali now, so i dunno. oh, if u get a call from a really long phone number, answer it!! gotta go ily guys!!

good-bye!!

DAMMIT!! wat the hell?! i really thought i was free from his...grasp...on me. well not anymore. marissa friken forced me to talk to him. ugh, ive tried so hard to keep myself away from him, to distance myself, to let him go...then...this. ugh. i cant get away. its friken annoying...im pretty sure he likes marissa, but whenever he talks to me it sounds like he still likes me and brings all that emotion flooding back. i dont want this. he needs to pick one of us (or neither of us watever) but im tired of it.and since i cant really talk to him without texting, he might as well pick marissa and stop...talking to me like he does. unless hes just being nice or somethin, i dont kno. all i kno is that marissa insists that he likes me still. she said i make him happy, he said he missed me in like all caps and she said he doesnt say it like that to her, then he said we gotta hang out before i leave but then i said i leave tomorrow he said something along the lines of well hugs and kisses and somethin bout god...i dunno, ugh ok im done talking about him...ok
ok well as u kno im leavin tomorrow, especially since i said that in my last blog, this is my last blog before i leave so wat should i say?? i dunno, feels like im dying or something lolz, im comin back anyway so watever buh-bye...see/talk to you in 19 days!

anticipation!

hey ma hos!! wats da haps yo?! haha lolz jk...well as u kno, im leavin tomorrow..wow, its soo soon lolz, well it seems like it anyway. wow im watchin americas got talent...HA!! yea right, america aint got no talent. they kick out more ppl then they put thru...wow chicago really SUCKS!! haha failure lolz. well anyway marissa is sittin right next to me, so ill put more up later. plus the fact i was gunna put my last "farewell" blogpost up tomorrow, so yea...

FREEDOM!!!

hmmm.waz up?? i went to the beach with doan...well no the beach, but the water front. i hate the beaches in Washington. they always have rocks and stuff...why cant they have sand. honestly i dont think ive ever seen a real beach...ya kno the one with sand...yea...sad. wow i cant believe im leaving in like three days...its so awesome. im kinda nervous it doesnt seem like im actually going...its wierd. well i saw eclipse. did i already write about that?? i dunno but ima write about it again. it...was...AWESOME!!! i wanna see it again sooo bad, cuz by time i get back it prolly wont be in theaters anymore. i hope it is, that way when i get back i can save some money and go see it again. or maybe i can just save some money and go chill at the mall. hmmm...i dunno. im finally glad its summer, and that its finally hit me. i member when school first got out, i missed it and people, but now im ok. and those people, that person...can suck balls. HAHA yea...thats right...HIM!!! i dont wanna like him anymore, im tired of it, its friken ridiculuos. i dont kno why i got...upset or watever when he was flirting with marissa, but i did. oh, well im over it. im done. cant wait till i go to europe, then i can get him off my mind and finally let him go. well other than that...wats up??? hmmm i dunno...i got my debit card...yay. its fun using it. but i can never figure out which side to slide it on cuz t keeps changing from store to store and crap and its really annoying. wat else? thers nothing going on in my life...oh i didnt get my report card :P haha cuz i forgot to turn in my AP book...haha, its in my locker, or it was. you would think that theyd go thru the lockers and then turn that stuf in, but noooo....the schools is stupid. haha. i really dont wanna go back to that school. i mean going to school is fine, but not that school, ot that building. its just kinda boring already ya kno???