I Screwed Up 63% of my Teenage Life

[ ] Kissed someone before dating
[x] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test

Total so far: 1

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 2 projects in late
[x] Missed school just because you felt like it
[] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class

Total so far: 5

[x] Got your mom, dad, sister etc to get you out of school
[x] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher

Total so far: 10

[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school hours
[x] Listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours

Total so far: 13

[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission
[ ] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class

Total so far: 15

[ ] Been called the worst student
[ ] Punished on a school trip because you behaved badly
[x] Didnt take your stuff to school
[x] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking

Total so far: 17

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class
[x] Cursed at a teacher behind their back
[x] Copied/Shared homework
[ ] Got in trouble with the principal/Asisstant principal
[ ] Thrown food in the lunch room

Total so far: 21

Multiply total by 3 for title.." Post as "I screwed up __% of my teenage life"
Tag 10 people, they have to do it too.
How much of your teenage life have you screwed up?

panic

so...i should keep my brace on MOST of the time, but it turns out I'm actually supposed to use my wrist. so i can write stuff. Uhm...thats a really cute pic kinda gets ruined by my hand in the middle but eh. haha. so today i finally got a winter jacket. good thing too, because i seem to be outside a LOT lately (later) then i got these REALLY SUPER comfy slippers from sears. there all fuzzy and shiz on the inside. ah...beautiful. then i happened to find a good pair of running shoes, so we got them only cuz they were on sale for a really good price of only $30. for name brand shoes, and that they were very good quality, that was a very good price. then when we were leaving the mall, we walked thru JC penney and mom stopped at the purse section. she was taking a really long time, so i decide to switch out my jackets. i took my phone outta my pocket then put my jacket on then left. i got all the way home before i realized that i left my phone at the mall. i started FREAKING out. im not usually this irresponsible. especially with my phone. i usually protect it like a newborn baby. but i got it back, so i was SUPER lucky. then we went back home and watched tv ahaha. oh, ok. so after school i stayed in rotc to work on some stuff. then the fire alarm went off. i had to go outside cuz thats the rules. well i was standind outside freezing my ass off, when i said fuck it, im going home. seriously i was COLD. the alarm was going off for about 20 min. before i decided to leave. and it was still going when i actually did leave, which was about ten min. later. so i cant do my homework, nor do i have my wrist brace or anything else in my backpack. stupid kids. why are people so immature?? is pornography by the cure?? and i didnt ask a lot of questions...just a few lolz :D kay...bye now!!

cheek contact...?

zamn doan...i dunno wat to say. im sorry he hurt you by breaking up wif u (and maybe you'll hate me for sayin this) but maybe it was for the best. but off sad stuff. wats his face tried to kiss me today...maybe. i dunno. he was standin nextto me and asked if he could kiss me on the cheek and i said no, then he was walking toward me so i was walking away,then he grabbed my wrist and tried to pull me back towards him then he said he was gunna blow up my house lolz. i like the pic of me and anna outside ms.graves room. makes me look skinny lolz. oh so i guess i havent told u justice. i sprained my wrist :P not a big deal, just updatin u on wats the haps in my corner of the world lolz. why do u need a relaxer doan?! ur hair is already super straight!!! its not fair!! :( ahaha is the chick in that pic on the right miley cyrus???? cuz it looks .ike herr!! cant wait for u to get down her justice!!! its gunna be sooo much fun!!! aah!! haha question though: why did u title your blog pornography???

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire;
some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if I had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
to know that for destruction ice
is also great
and would suffice.

-Robert Frost

ow

so...first, JUSTICE!! WHY THE HELL HAVENT YOU UPDATED YOUR BLOG?? like seriously?! come on. oh yes. i remember i was supposed to tell or showm u something doan i just don't remember what it was :D haha anyway. i went to the hospital cuz i did everything i was supposed to and it didnt stop hurting. i got a really bad sprain and they gave me x-rays and a doc. note for tomorrow and everything. so it didnt JUST hurt, there was actually something wrong with it. it doesnt matter anyway cuz it was all free. my insurance covered it all so my mom didnt really care. plus she said if id rather go get it looked at than eat, then there is definietly something wrong. haha can u believe dalton is almost 18 and he has never had a job, and he doesnt even have a license. he puts forth no effort to get it either. hes lazy. he doesnt even kno what hes gunna do after high school, and hes only got a few moths left. hes just barely gunna graduate and he spends all his time playing video games and shiz. thats what i DONT want. anyway. so im glad i inspired you doan.haha. ok well thats it for now goodbye

nov. 8 9:33

so i figure since i have access to my phone all day i can blog all the time :) so first i wanna say...holy fuck! i got a hi today!!! ivwas like WOAH!!!!! haha anyway thats about it for the first half of the day. bye.

hmmm....

i post stuff. i just posted somethin on like friday. buut we do post less than we used too. anyway...im startin to do somethin with my life right now. im gunna exersice everyday after school, for now just bike riding, and im gunna try even harder to get a job, and doin more stuff after school like cis. its not really alot, but now i have something to actually DO. well theres not much else to say. i recently realized that we didnt get alot of candy on halloween. ugh, ok so theres nothing to talk about right now...bye :D

why does everything have to suck so bad??

ok so i was looking at cheaper driving schools and i dont kno if its the same one, but i found a school for 280 dollars too. thats not a bad price compared to like 911 and other places, but i have absolutely no idea of how im going to pay for it. my mom definately cant afford it and its not like i have a job. ugh this sucks soooo bad!!! plus i have week to get $90 for the search and rescue training on the 13th. why does everything have to cost so much? ugh. so...justice, do you still read our blogs?? u dont really respond to them anymore!! haha. doan, if we go to the mall this weekend, would you mind looking for jobs while were there? seems boring i kno, but i REALLY need a job. oh my gosh, i just realized i need $20 more for my permit. gosh this sucks so much!! i hate my life! i hate being poor. it its so aggravating. everyone around me is buying a bunch of stuff, starting driving school, and TEXTING!!! i cant imagine whats going to happen when senior year comes and we gotta buty all that stuff for graduation. this sucks...i hate this.

HAHAHA

ok so first thing first...the pic. thing isnt workin to well right now, so...yea. anyway i was lookin at my comments and lookie what i found :D
"wahaha hahah ooolalal!~ lady gag comes and attacks. zamn, jermaine gets hotter and cuter every single time i see him. ugh, yuu got good taste in guys. so frickin hott!!!! ugh!!!! anyway, yes i am happy!!!! mwahaha. holy mayonnaise, did i mention he is cute?! he is damn cute!!!! what camera are yuu gonna use tuu take more pics?!" HAHAHA i found that friken hilarious!!! lolz. so anyway. i was lookin at my candy, and i realized we didnt get as much as we got last year. plus im plowing thru it like its....i dunno something you eat alot...SPAGHETTI!!!! o my gosh i loooove spaghetti sooooo much. so other than that, nothing has really happened. oh haha i was on fb and marissa's status said she was single. she even said that he broke up with her. ooh haha. so anyway, i went to keith's(ex) page and looked at the comments for when he changed his status. one person asked why he broke up with her and he said cuz she was boring then two people liked it...i thought it was pretty hilarious, but hey thats just me... :D is that mean? i don't really think so...

Hot, Beautiful, Sexy, Pretty, and Soft...

...ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!

Ghost Whisperer

ok...i am officially in love with Ghost Whisperer and Jennifer Love Hewitt!! i almost think I like it more than *whisper* Bones!! AAAH!!! i dont know! im so conflicted, but the show is sooooo good!!! i love bones tho!! its prolly just cuz its temporarily on hold cuz of the world series...ok how bout this? they are equal...but Jennifer love hewitt is HOT!!!! and...you guys should sign the petition to get it back ( http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/ghostwhisperer/ ) and send CBS a comment asking for it back ( http://www.cbs.com/info/user_services/fb_global_form.php )

AAAAAHH!!!!

ugh...so this year is just so....down...ya kno? like its the same thing everyday. i hate tedium and its getting me down...i hate it. i hate school, but i hate staying home too. just about everything now-a-days is super boring. and i keep getting sick and shiz...i mean its nice to have a break from school every once in a while, but ive been absent for about two weeks. ugh. why is everything so...depressing? i mean...its like nothing is happening. we're just pawns moving through the motions. theres no feeling or sense of why were doing anything...were just...moving. and i want more friends. its like usually im happy with just a close few, but i've alse experienced what its like to be in a big group of friends, and i liked that as well. that might be why i like rotc so much. its like one big family. just about everyone is accepted. i dont think its a thing of acceptance though, its just havong all those people there. u never get bored, ur always having fun. i miss is. right now it feels like im wasting my life. im not doing anything productive. toady doan asked me if i liked last year or this year better. i said a little bit of both. i lied to myself. this year sucks! one of my best friends moves away, were having more money troubles than ever, i lost a close friend cuz he doesnt want to bother to even say hi, i feel like my life is worthless right now, i feel like such a loner half the time, it just sucks. everything this year sucks. ugh i hate it. dont get me wrong...i wanna be grateful for life and all, but im so BORED! i hate being bored. and not in the literal sense...ya kno? just like there is nothing happening in my life. day in and day out, its the same thing. i miss last year. talkg to my friend from fifth grade made me miss fifth grade too. i had a big group of friends, i lived somewhere where i could do something on weekends and after school, we werent struggling with money, and now that i think about it, i was in the "popular" group. i dont like using that word, cuz its not really the right one, but thats the only way i can explain it. i loved that year...it kinda of depresses me that i lost those good friends just cuz i had to move. i love you guys, but i miss them too...ya kno? sorry this was really long, but it felt good to vent. oh and doan, i dont hate sims, i just dont like the game.

yea, i got that

so...there is really nothing to say. i mean NOTHING interesting is happening. so...yea. cant wait for u to get down here next week!!! its gunna be totally awesome!! just like old times :D other than that, theres nothing happening. oh, well marissas a friken bitch. i went to the tailgate party with her and she ditched to flirt with another guy who ISNT her bf. wtf??? shes a friken hoe bag. oh so when u come down here i can give u the journal i got u. save money on shipping haha. so i have recently discovered i have a phobia of needles and things in costumes. i havent had shots in what seems like years, which doesnt make sense but whatever. anyway, so i went to get a shot and i FREAKED out...started crying and shiz for no reason whatsoever, i didnt even see the needle, nad it only hurt a lil bit...so afterwards im like wtf??? i say so alot. ok then the one with the costumes. i dont kno really just that when i see things in a like a mascot costumes it freaks me out. today at the assembly i was standing there and the tbird came out and i had to leave...its really wierd, but later i saw it and i wasnt scared. in psych class we learned that a phobia is when u feel anxiety directed at something...yea, i got that.

to: justice

ok well im not gunna update until later considering its 5:30 in the morning, I just wanted to put this up. do u still read this anymore justice?? cuz u dont answer all my questions like u used too...lolz anyway...if ya do...go here and tell me watcha think.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lW3XYWdYH0

shipping

ok soo...there still isnt much to talk about but i figured i should update anyway. soo, the whole jonathan thing is over. i can truthfully say, i dont like him anymore, but what i have realized latly is that i kind of miss us liking each other. i cant really explain. i guess it was just having that other person, i dunno. anyway, at the beginning of the year, we didnt really talk, and it kinda made me sad, but now we friends and its all good. i wonder if hes just forgotten last year. uhm, i finally have a box for ur journal, but i need an address to send it to. man, i am loving my psych class. i wish i could take latin, that would be awesome. i love that language, not like i know alot of it, just ya know. it seems like a really awesome thing to kno. the english teacher is teaching us latin roots, which is cool, but an entire class would be even better. hmm...so our orchestra teacher is friken horrible. he looks like edward. no joke. hes not beautiful in anyway, but the way he dresses, and his HAIR!!! oh my gosh. theres not much else to say. cept u need to get on messenger more. hmmm...i would just go find this joey person and talk to him. oh one last thing...whos the guy in the background of the pic of u and me??

:_(

hmmm....ok so i kno i dont update my blog all that often, but thats cuz there is nothing interesting here. justice on da other hand needs to update her blog ALL the time. anyway...ur kiinda lucky u moved. mr.b isnt here anymore and the new orchestra is a frken gay ass...jasmine prolly already told u that. u still in orchestra?? hmmm...wat else? did this joey guy go to homecoming?? oh gosh...theres this website called omegle...friken funny...if u like to fuck with ppl its the perfect site. when was the last time either of u have gotten on IM?? specially you justice. we dont talk anymore!!! :P ima go cry now...

EWWWW!!!!

EWWWWW!!! GROSSSS!!! do u remember courtney gnirk?? ewwww! look at her facebook pic!! ewwww!!! its to gross! that was the main thing i had to say....other than that....nuthin. ha! welll i got me my hat. i love it its awesome. doan, how was bowling? j-dogg, how was friday? ya kno i think i prefer reading the blogs more than writing them now...sometimes. cuz right now theres really nothing for me to say. where do you get those quizzes doan?? Heh, i found one...its looong!! ok well if you dont wanna go through the whole thing maybe ill write more at the end

When was the last time you cried?
Uh, the other day when i had a nervous breakdown

Have you ever faked sick?
I might have exageratted it but not completely faked it

What was the last lie you said?
i dunno

Have you ever cried during a movie?
yea...who hasn't??

Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
UGH!!!

Have you ever danced in the rain?
Nope

Have you ever been drunk?
Nope

Have you ever tried tried drugs?
Nope

Do you smoke?
Nope

What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?
I've licked a pole, wait no, i ate a rock :D

What is your full name?
Kimberly Nicole Houlihan

What is your blood-type?
B+

Have you ever been in a car accident?
Yup, but it was small

How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?
??

Who was your first kiss?
^^^^^

Have you ever had an online relationship?
like someone you dont kno? thats a trick question, maybe...?

Have you ever had phone-sex?
no!!

Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
yea...but now i think hes stupid, and he still owes me ten bucks haha :)

What is your favourite sport to play?
baseball

Have you ever made a prank phone call?
yea, we made my mom think she ate a restaurant with poisoned food :P

Have you ever said
said what?

What's your favourite childhood memory?
uhm...i dunno

Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
theres things i havent done that i regret...but not things i have

What do you want to be when you grow up?
psychologist, soldier, fbi psychologist/profiler

What is your political persuassion?
democratic

Have you ever had cybersex?
no

Do you believe in g-d?
god? yea

Do you believe in love at first sight?
hmm...i havent it experienced it, but...no...not really...maybe a lil

Do you believe in karma?
hells yes

Who was your first crush?
Jeremy Calcote

Who do yo u have a crush on?
>.<

How would you describe yourself?
dependable

What are you afraid of?
losing the people close to me

Are you religious?
not publicly, i believe in god, but i dont go to church

What does your screen name mean?
which one?

What person do you trust the most?
my mom

Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
Chad? maybe...i was like five, six, and seven...does that count?

What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?
haha when gavin told me i was pretty in spanish...HAHA!! but i like it better when someone says im smart :)

What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?
doan....lolz j/k...oh genev-icky said i was uncapable of love

What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
oh my gosh!! why do you keep bringing him up?!?!

What is your greatest strength?
my intelligence

What is your greatest weakness?
im not to social

What is your perfect pizza?
white pizza from ciccio's in NJ

What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
i wanna go back to sleep

What is your first thought before you go to bed?
I dont wanna go to bed

What college do you want to go to?
UW Seattle

Do you get along with your family?
my mom yes, my exteneded family...some of them, sometimes

Do you play any instruments?
yea

What kind of music do you like?
rock, alternative, some metal

Do you think you're attractive?
...

Would you ever get a tattoo?
im going to

How many piercings do you have?
0

Who makes you laugh?
doan

Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?
depends...there is someone i wanna talk to...but i dont kno the situation...so lets say doan or j-dogg

Have you ever seen a dead body?
in real life? nah but i seen hundreds in tv ivr seen a dead animal body

Do you have a celebrity crush?
no

What is one thing scientists should invent?
wireless headphones for regular ppl instead of just like the govt. and stuff

Have you ever broken a bone?
no

What happens after you die?
you have an afterlife...

Do you watch or read the news?
sometimes

What stereotype would you label yourself as being?
i wouldnt

Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?
ask them

If you ucould change your name, what would you change it to?
i already have

If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go
last days of eighth grade

If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?
i wouldnt be so afraid of conflict

Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
no

Have you ever played strip poker?
no

Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
no

What do you want your friends to think about you?
that i am a good person

Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?
my mom over where a mattress should go

HAve you ever bitten someone?
yes

When's your birthday?
june 13

Have you ever stolen anything?
yea

Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
ive never seen one, but if i did i would

Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?
haha uhm like 4 servings of cabbage and potatoes

If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?
one of the days in the last week of eighth grade, dont really care which

Do you remember your dreams?
sometimes

Have you ever been in love?
...

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night and morning...depends

Do you have any phobias?
things in costumes, clowns(slightly), and falling, not heights, falling but seriously things in costumes terrify me

What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?
im not rally a mean person

Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?
yea...i had pneumonia, and an allergy test, and for my knee

How many screen names do you have?
i dunno

Do any medical problems run in your family?
yup, depression, cancer and alcoholism

Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?
i dont think so

Have you ever had a nightmare?
yea...who hasnt?

Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?
dont have enemies, but some of friends say mean things to me...*cough*doan*cough* haha

Would you ever participate in a threesome?
no

Would you ever pay for a prostititue?
no

Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?
no

Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?
no

Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
no

Have you ever written a love letter?
yea, but never sent it

Have you ever attempted suicide?
no

Do you prefer boxers or briefs?
ima girl...

Have you ever been in a fistfight?
no

Do you have any hidden talents?
i can play an instrument...does that count??

wat is one thing you want me to know about you?
i dont know you

What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?
what is the name of the person you like

Do you usually prefer books or movies?
depends

Who is your favourite person to talk to?
doan and/or j-dogg

Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?
bailey!!!

Would you ever have sex before marriage?
i dont want to

Who do you talk to most on the phone?
my mom...i hate talking on the phoen

Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?
no

Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?
american

Have you ever gotten detention?
no

How do you vent your anger?
i write

Have you ever been on a diet?
no

Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?
yea...but not by to much

Is your best friend a virgin?
yea

What's a rumor someone has spread about you?
i dunno

What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?
i dont know!!

What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?
said i wasnt capable of love

What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?
uh....i dont know

Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?
no, but ive been tested :)

Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
no

Have you ever wanted to murder someone?
no

Have you ever hated someone?
yes

Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
online

Do you consider yourself popular?
no

Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?
....damn you

Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?
no

Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
a close friend, well he was...UGH!!

What is your favourite book?
:D

Do you have a collection of anything?
poems

Are you happy with the person you are becoming?
uh...i guess for now

Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
i would think so

What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?
a college student

Are you happy with the life you have?
for the most part

well that was frien loong...wow, u should take it. its kinda interesting. so i watched the video you put up, you should watch this one too ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NyS886Wumc&feature=related )
ok well im hungry...bye :)

joey ?????

not much to say...uh. well remember when i kind of asked for me and jonathan to kinda be past that awkward stage? well yea...now we dont even talk. thats not what i wanted...oh well. uh what else? what is this joey persons last name? so they take biology in 9th grade at your school? well then that must suck. are you takin algebra 3? hmmm...we should all get on IM sometime. we, as a group, havent talked for a while. mann...its cold here. i think ima leave the oven on. well thats bout it for now.

owww...

ok soo...still not much to talk about my lifes kinda boring. but oh well. my teeth are friken killing me. i got these spacers or whatever and they suck. whens the homecoming game?? so youre goin to yours justice? who are you goin with? why would you want a gas mask exactly?? wow my life is really boring. i have nothing to say. ugh. why do you do so many quizzes doan? where do you get them? ima do one. just cuz im bored. GOD!! Fantasias voice is sooooo annoying. like omg shut the hell up!!! not her singing voice. her regular voice. its even more annoying than fran dreschers voice!!!

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17?
hell no!!

Whats been the best thing that happened today?
i got a gallon of ice cream!

Does anyone call you baby?
nope

What did you do for the 4th of July this past year?
went to a block party.

What's on your mind?
how to make my teeth stop hurting

Do you want someone back in your life?
it would depend...

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
doan, and that we talked to justice

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J, V, M, P or D?
no

What are you planning on doing after this?
sleep

Are you listening to music?
does the tv count?

Are you single?
yes

Who is the last person you physically hit?
ed??

Someone phones you at 3:00 AM; who do you expect it to be?
who the hell says phone?? and nobody calls me at three friken am!!

What brings out the worst in you?
uh...my mom

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
wasnt recent...but yea

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
i hope not, but maybe a few

How are you feeling?
bored, and in pain

Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
yeah...

In December were you in a relationship?
no

Plans for Saturday?
goin to a car wash then to seattle

Is your #2 single?
on myspace? damn havent been there in a while...i wanna check.. damn its jonathan...why dont you friken ask him!!

What were you doing at 1 in the morning?
sleeping...i think, i dunno

Are you comfortable with your height?
no, i need to be at least 2 inches taller
"yess i am but kimberly isn't."(yes i am :P)

Are you the youngest person living in your house?
do my animals count?

Next time you will kiss someone?
i dunno

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
yes...ugh, i dont wanna say...

Do you lick your lips?
yea

Do you have a best friend?
yea

What are you looking forward to right now?
my teeth not hurting

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
i dunno, it would depend on who it was

Do you think you'll make a good husband/wife?
i dont wanna get married

Do you have trust issues?
i dont think so

When is the last time you saw number #1 on your top?
what???

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
theres a billion ppl in the world, someones bound to be thinkin bout me...haha

Do your parents have Facebook accounts?
yea

So where's the person you like?
its complicated

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
that would be kinda gross

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yea

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
yup

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
i better

First name of the last person to text you?
alma

When you're out do you and your girls/guys get dirty looks?
nah, but we get looks like were crazy :)

Have you ever kissed under water?
no

Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried?
i dont cry

Do you have to plug your nose while swimming under water?
no

Are you feeling cuddly?
nah

Is it ever too late to apologize?
no

Which friend are you most similar to?
i dunno...justice??

Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a M?
no

Have you ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?
no

What did your last text say?
i dunno, too long ago

Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
naw...

that was long and made my back hurt. ok well ima go to sleepy by now...see ya!!

New Blog!!!

so i got a new blog for my pictures. im not gettin rid of this one tho. but im gunna have other people, preferably photographers, comment on my pics. u guys should comment too :)

woo-hoo!!!

oh my gosh!!! wow super long time since i blogged. holy wow. ok, well its not like theres much to say anyway. i mean after i got back and before school started, all i did was watch tv. seriously.then school only started two days ago, so...yea. well the first day was crap, cuz i had the wrong classes and i was missing a class and my schedule was just all wrong. but once it got fixed, it was all good. haha. my schedule is as follows

ORCHESTRA-the teacher is fuking gay. frikin anal asshole, mr. b left. i heard it was cuz someone stole his kilt, but idk. plus they put ppl who have never picked up an instrument in that class. that os supposed to be chamber orchestra. lame
PSYCHOLOGY-seems ok, considering thats what i wanna study in college. i would've prefered photography, but this is cool too.
ALGEBRA-ms. mulkey. ok so the whole lesbian thing is a little wierd, but other than that shes ok i guess. shes nice but you cant talk outta turn.
BIOLOGY-that class is cool, doans there, but so is genev-icky. gosh i hate her sooo much. i thought i was finally rid of her but nooo...
JROTC-YAY!!! haha
ENGLISH-mr. lord is cool, but some of the ppl in there are....eh. celestina is in that class so shes like the only person i talk too, but i met this girl nikki and she seems really nice. id love to get to kno her, but that never works out very well for me

so yea, its ok i guess. i got a new camera!!! its BEAUTIFUL!!! haha i absolutly love it. lolz. justice, i need your address or somewhere i can send the journal to so it'll get to you. cuz if i dont send it soon, ima steal it :) haha. its so wierd without u at school. oh and u start school earlier cuz its hotter and youll get out earlier. they want the kids out during the really hot months i guess. they did the same thing when i lived in lousiana. well anyway, ima try to update this thing more often, so ttyl :)

californication...wats that mean??

WOAH!! long time no post...wow...ok well its not like theres much to say anyway. I've basically been sitting at home since i got home. can u believe school starts in three weeks?! ugh and yay!! at the same time. does that school depress you? like...it seems really dark and stuff, but if u look at school on tv, they're all bright and open and stuff...iits really annoying. plus high school is nothing like they portray it on tv. i like that high school better. oh well. so hows ur guys summer?? i cant believe u moved away justice?! how is cali? like the weather?? ha i would lolz. well that sucks, we dont get to hang out, :P. wat have u done doan?? hows cj?? we should hang out before school starts again. hmmm...i gotta get online more. have u guys ever heard of the show the nanny?? its sooo funny. very cliche but still funny. acting on the main acotrs part kinda iffy...but still funny shiz yo. well anyway i guess ill talk to u guys later.

ireland!

hey peoples!! how are yas?? mann...its awesome here. im having so much fun. better than doans SILENT vacation!!! HA!! i cant hear it :P lolz. well i just got to the repbublic of ireland. were stsyin in this awesome ass hotel. there friken suites!! its amazing. there are like seven bedrooms in one thing. AND i get a queen sized beed tonite. sooo happy :D haha this is like school...theres so much drama. i mean there was already a couple or watever and they aleady broke. but ive made some really good friends. were on the coach for about 5-6 hours a day unless theres an unusually long bus ride, so im getting like 12 hours of sleep a day, its really wierd but im still tired. i had haggis. it was friken disgusting. i had like one bite and gagged. gross!! the plane ride was like 9 hours, then we missed our connection, so we had to wait another two hours in the airport for our hour long plane ride. we spend WAAAY to much time traveling. hmmm...wat else?? im getting u stuff but i duno wat u want. i have an idea for doan, but idk for justice.plus i need your address or something so i can mail it to you. or we could hang out...that could be fun :) haha there was a tone behind that but you cant read it. so hows life there?? my mom said it was pretty arm there, but shes in cali now, so i dunno. oh, if u get a call from a really long phone number, answer it!! gotta go ily guys!!

good-bye!!

DAMMIT!! wat the hell?! i really thought i was free from his...grasp...on me. well not anymore. marissa friken forced me to talk to him. ugh, ive tried so hard to keep myself away from him, to distance myself, to let him go...then...this. ugh. i cant get away. its friken annoying...im pretty sure he likes marissa, but whenever he talks to me it sounds like he still likes me and brings all that emotion flooding back. i dont want this. he needs to pick one of us (or neither of us watever) but im tired of it.and since i cant really talk to him without texting, he might as well pick marissa and stop...talking to me like he does. unless hes just being nice or somethin, i dont kno. all i kno is that marissa insists that he likes me still. she said i make him happy, he said he missed me in like all caps and she said he doesnt say it like that to her, then he said we gotta hang out before i leave but then i said i leave tomorrow he said something along the lines of well hugs and kisses and somethin bout god...i dunno, ugh ok im done talking about him...ok
ok well as u kno im leavin tomorrow, especially since i said that in my last blog, this is my last blog before i leave so wat should i say?? i dunno, feels like im dying or something lolz, im comin back anyway so watever buh-bye...see/talk to you in 19 days!

anticipation!

hey ma hos!! wats da haps yo?! haha lolz jk...well as u kno, im leavin tomorrow..wow, its soo soon lolz, well it seems like it anyway. wow im watchin americas got talent...HA!! yea right, america aint got no talent. they kick out more ppl then they put thru...wow chicago really SUCKS!! haha failure lolz. well anyway marissa is sittin right next to me, so ill put more up later. plus the fact i was gunna put my last "farewell" blogpost up tomorrow, so yea...

FREEDOM!!!

hmmm.waz up?? i went to the beach with doan...well no the beach, but the water front. i hate the beaches in Washington. they always have rocks and stuff...why cant they have sand. honestly i dont think ive ever seen a real beach...ya kno the one with sand...yea...sad. wow i cant believe im leaving in like three days...its so awesome. im kinda nervous it doesnt seem like im actually going...its wierd. well i saw eclipse. did i already write about that?? i dunno but ima write about it again. it...was...AWESOME!!! i wanna see it again sooo bad, cuz by time i get back it prolly wont be in theaters anymore. i hope it is, that way when i get back i can save some money and go see it again. or maybe i can just save some money and go chill at the mall. hmmm...i dunno. im finally glad its summer, and that its finally hit me. i member when school first got out, i missed it and people, but now im ok. and those people, that person...can suck balls. HAHA yea...thats right...HIM!!! i dont wanna like him anymore, im tired of it, its friken ridiculuos. i dont kno why i got...upset or watever when he was flirting with marissa, but i did. oh, well im over it. im done. cant wait till i go to europe, then i can get him off my mind and finally let him go. well other than that...wats up??? hmmm i dunno...i got my debit card...yay. its fun using it. but i can never figure out which side to slide it on cuz t keeps changing from store to store and crap and its really annoying. wat else? thers nothing going on in my life...oh i didnt get my report card :P haha cuz i forgot to turn in my AP book...haha, its in my locker, or it was. you would think that theyd go thru the lockers and then turn that stuf in, but noooo....the schools is stupid. haha. i really dont wanna go back to that school. i mean going to school is fine, but not that school, ot that building. its just kinda boring already ya kno???

father time...

holy hell doan...did u already read and reply to the journal?! damness yo. thats some awesome shit. the voting thing is one of the gadgets when you go to edit or change ur blog or watever. how come u always have interesting stories?? its not fair mann. omgeezness!!! i cant wait eclipse is out in 2 hours and 57 min!!! yay!!! sucks i gotta go with marissa, but watever. its all good. hmmm...so did justice move eyet or wat?? havent heard fromher in a while, she hasnt even updated her blog. does it seem like now that its summer theres way less motivation to fill the journal?? feels like that to me. i mean its fun, i just wanna get it done already. then we gotta do the ceremony. time time time, theres so little of it, yet so much at the same time...ya kno wat i mean?? how come i cant answer that question huh??

RING!!!

wat the hell mann?? wat is wrong with me?!?! ya kno...one min. i think im gettin over him...the next min....BAM were talkin and everything comes rushing back. its friken ridiculous...well heres the story. i put up the countdown thing till eclipse as my status on fb. well first zack commented on it, but nobody cares, then jonathan commented and said sumthin along the lines of eclipse wooo...but with exclamation and caps and stuff then i said haha awesome, then he said yeah u dont even know how to call no one more im still ur hubby then i said sorry i dont like talkin on the phone then he said theres facebook, then i said yea and IMd him, then i got really annoyed cuz he always talks bout himself. its really annoying, which would be why i got annoyed lolz. but seriously he does. then he said we should hang out this week and i said yea and asked if he was goin to the eclipse premiere he said yea i asked which theater he said sumthin idk, but its not the one im goin to, then he said aww, then he stopped talking. is this annoying?? kinda feels like it is. i feel like im back in school again. i dont wanna think about him all the time there is other stuff that should be in my head, not just him. oh doan we should go to the mall or sumthin before i leave, i dont have any money, but i figured it could still be fun. omg i cant friken wait for tuesday night!!! its gunna be freakin awesome!!! cept' i gotta go with marissa. i mean its not like im gunna be talkin to her or anything but still...ya kno??? now im just ramblin...well havent really talked to anybody in a while, maybe if somebody answered her phone DOAN!!! or replied on IM DOAN!!! haha id say jk but im serious, im bored mann...answer!!!

ridin on a jet-plane...

wow its been loong time since i blogged. well nuthin much as happened tho so no real reason to anyway :P i havent done anything...yet. leavin for my trip in nine days. damn its so close. im not even freakin out and bein all excited and stuff. im acting like its just another day. went on a huge shopping spree this weekened to get a bunch of stuff for the trip that ill prolly never use again. dont you hate that?? i also got me some 25 gigs o' memory for my camcorder. but even then thats only like 600 min. of video. i really hope they have computers or somethin i can access in the hotels or whatever. cuz if not im majorly fucked. :) haha...wat else? i got my debit card. its not like i used it, i gotta save the money in the account for my trip. i got 280 bucks to spend. yay. and watevers left, i hope i get to spend it here, maybe chill at the mall with MY debit card and WITHOUT my mom. i went to the allergist. turns out im allergic to cats. WTF?! i was in the docs office and i looked at mom and i was like WTF?! its friken amazing. so if justice got her computer taken away, how did she tell u she got it taken away?? lolz wat else has been happenin this summer?? NOTHING!! yea, summer kinda sucks so far. i cant wait for that plane ride. i love being on a plane...even tho im asleep half the time. my mom is pissing me the fuck off. shes such a fucking bitch. what the hell is her damn problem?1 damn how can someone be such a bitch?? shes sooo fucking irritating. doan do u want the journal before i leave?? im not takin it with me and it aint gunna do any good sittin in my room. well...bye.

you sure??

ok...well i just added a bunch of bullshit to my blog. why?? i dunno. i was bored. im prolly gunna take it off. especially the reaction thing at the bottom. that is stupid and definetly not wat i expected. the poll thing at the top. i might keep it, but for some reason the question isnt showing up, plus the fact that only two people actually read this. the question btw is: are you ready?? i dunno, just somethin fun to do i guess. the search thing...maybe i dunno yet on that one either. the list thing tho. ill prolly keep that. looks ok i guess. aint hurtin anyone. well watevs bye.

u still there doan?

ima man now?? thanks doan!! well i guess its better to be ur dream man than sum lozers hobo buddy. haha were u talkin bout hao? mann....where do u get that mad libs shit yo?! hmmm...j-dog, are u really gunna answer all my questions?! AWESOME!! haha hmmm...wat this time? dude!! u kno what this reminds me of?!?! that one part in twilight!! where edward is questioning bella!!! haha!!! aaanywaaay....hmmm why are u friends with my mom on fb??? wierd. why doesnt doan ever get on IM anymore?? im gunna keep askin that till she answers. are u guys watchin pretty little liars?? i mean, are u guys actually gunna follow the show. i think i will. it looks pretty good. im not usually the one for drama, but...ill make an exception. haha. wat else?? i miss school. i miss all the people. i feel so isolated. its not fun. ugh. i really want texting back. instead of having to go thru the stupid internet to talk to anybody. and half the time nobody interesting is on. oh...guess wat. i got my ticket!! yea!!. i cant wait. 8 days!!! :D!!! haha if we all wanna go to the same time, u should prolly get ur guys tickets soon. cuz the 12:01 showing is already sold out, and i got stuck with the 12:02 showing :P cuz i waited for stupid marissa who promised me she wass gunna get the ticket. betcha if i hadnt waited for her i woulda gotten the 12:01 showing. anyway. i dont know how many is left, so u guys better hurry. justice. u can probably stay at my house that night if u need to. u too doan, if u wanna. well hmmm...wat else is goin on in my life? NOTHING!! honestly, i hate summer. especially this year. it still feels like the beginning of spring. ugh i hate washington. well im outtie. bye :)

Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch

well...the conversation lasted maybe a whole ten min. i hate that but i was really happy when he IMd me. its seems like all my doubt is gone when im actually talking to him. my "love for him is rekindled" lolz cheesy i kno, but it fits. well anyway sorry i called u doan. i was hoping you'd be up, but i guess not. i was gunna pick up the journal. ill just do it later maybe. im prolly getting annoying trying to get it, but...i dunno. hmmm. for justice: how many sq. ft. is your house? what color is it? are you gunna paint your room? you should. i think itd look cool. you should make it like black white and red...haha lolz. i like those colors in the right balance. theyre nice. ok uh. one more maybe...how often you gunna visit yo?! wait doesnt brittany live in puyallup?? are you goin to the same school?? oohh!! haha lolz j/k maaybe. haha i say maybe alot. oh btw the title of my blog is the name of a town in Wales. im gunna be visiting there. ok buh-bye.

11:11 friken rocks mann!!!

im friken ecstatic. why you ask?? guess who IMd me!!! yea!!! thats right!!! lolz. i dont kno why im so happy...just am. :D yay!! haha theres nothin else to write cept that.

Jonathan
WIFEYY!!!!

Me
HEY HUBBY!!!!

Jonathan
I MISS U!!!

Me
MISS U TOO!!!

why did i put that up there?? i dont kno. just felt like it. it felt appropriate. yes ok...well i gotta finish this damn project soo...bye

traveling...

this summer is turning out to be real suckish. nothing has happened. it doesnt even feel like summer. honestly, i wanna go back to school. but that aint gunna happen is it?? oh well. im am soo bored. why doesnt doan ever get on IM anymore?? huh doan? why?? lolz. when were you bein rude?? well...ugh i dunno. theres nuthin to write. its friken ridiculous. haha i seem to be usin that word alot lately. oh, if you happen to read this before tomorrow doan and you'll be up at like 9:30 call me so i can pick up the journal. if you dont call me then...i dunno. watevs yo. how are we supposed to get the journal to justice if shes in puyallup?? what date are you actually moving? i think we should give it to you until you move. hmm...wat else?? i dont really kno. usually id ramble about jonathan. i realize thats probably annoying. my apologies. but even then, theres nuthin to say bout him anyway. i havent talked to him since the last day of school. still didnt sign my yearbook...butthead. lolz. when did you guys start your blogs?? have you had them over a year?? thatd be awesome. so im gunna go now. bye!!

kinda tough my ass...

This survey is kinda tough, think you can handle it?
its a friken survey...

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
nope

What did the first text in your inbox say? From Who?
no texting >.<

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
yes...kinda

Are you listening to music right now, if so what?
the final countdown :P it was the next song in my playlist lolz

Do you still live with your parents?
im only fifteen...what do you think???

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
maybe...

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
Yes.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
yup :) quite comfy lolz

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
My mumsy

What's your favorite color?
"It's a tie between deep purple and black." -Justice
I'd have to agree with justice, plus bright green :)

Were you happier or sadder this time last year?
i dunno...same??

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
I hope i could...i think i could yea...

Will you talk to the person you like/love tonight?
itd be nice, but prolly not...

Do you like Red bull?
never tried it

If you could choose between a million dollars or being able to fly, you would choose?
million bucks easy

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
smoking is disgusting, i cant even stand to be around someone who smokes

When was the last time you cleaned your room?
seriously clean?? like three weeks ago

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
if its the person i hope, yes. anyone else...i dunno

How many people are you texting?
no texting >.<

How are you feeling right now?
like im procrastinating but i dont wanna do the damn work

Who were you with today?
my mom

Do you usually apologize first?
no...bad habit

Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
rainy lets you think...sunny lets you be happy...no preference

Is your last name longer than six letters?
by two

Do you know anyone who's been in jail?
yes

Do you know how to play poker?
kinda sorta a little bit

Where did you sleep last night?
On my bed

Are you wearing jeans, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
jeans

Does anyone like you?
I thought they did...but i dont know anymore...

Is there a person you CANNOT stand?
Genev-icky

Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?
i already have the design

In the past week have you cried?
I dont cry

Do you like the color green?
as long as its NEON!!! :D

Are you missing anyone right now?
yes... :(

Would you ever dye your hair black?
i've thought about it for maybe two seconds

Do you like babe or baby more?
hun...

What are you doing this weekend?
gettin my debit card :D and goin to a potluck :P

At a restaurant what do you ask for to drink?
coke

Did you have a girlfriend/ boyfriend on your last birthday?
no

You like someone right?
i think so...

unknown

hey there!! ima chillen at doans house yo. well school is out..its all over...only one question left unanswered, but thats ok, im cool with it tho, well i think i am at least. im not really hung up on that part...i mean, i still think about him, but mostly cuz theres nuthin better to do...well oh well. summer hasnt really hit me yet. doesnt feel like its summer tho, feels like a weekend. ya kno?? i wonder how next years gunna be...hmm not much to say really. oh well bye

free-bird

well yesterday was awesome, and today was pretty cool. party was fun, hope you guys had fun too. mann alma pulled a bitch move yo. said she was comin and she didnt, mom got mad lolz. theres really nothin much else to say. edward is still scarin the shit outta me haha. uhm, what else?? i dunno. hmmm...well im not so...i dunno, hung up on jonathan. i mean, i dont feel like i need to know, i dont feel like i have to tell you what he said on me status [:)], i did go to his page, but when i got there, i just didnt feel like i usually do, so "obsessed" or whatever with what he said and if it pertains to me. ive had a realization, im free mann. i think i still like him, alot, its just not controling my mind like it was. uh...oh when do u want your necklace back justice?? do you wanna wait till sixth or do you want it in the morning.

ceremony

Well...he's not on tonite so...no dice, :P well since SMOEONE wasnt at school today, SHE doesnt know what happened. although SHE probably wont say anything encouraging. anyway, i convinced marissa to tell what she was talking about at the sleep over. jonathan either told marissa or he told hicks who told marissa that he has feelings for me, which gave me that extra boost of...courage to ask him. but he wasnt on. then i realized something, dont remember when but...what am i supposed to do afterwards?? i mean not right after, but the following days. am i supposed to just act like it never happened?? am i supposed to mention it or something?? hmmm....i dunno. well anyway, how did u guys like pretty little liars?? i think thats gunna be my summer show, it actually looks pretty good. p.s. i know who "A" is lolz. how was the graduation?? same as last year basically or totally different? who won the orchestra award? what did trinh win? cj's wierd. i was walking to second and he saw me and he kept looking at me, not like glancing but he was like staring at me...did u tell him u werent gunna be there today?? wat else happened today?? ed gave me a dollar then i went to the vending machine to get some chips and they got stuck :P how suckish is that?? woah...sixth was different, more....relaxed without you. and u missed an extra credit chance. so...yea.

message sent...?

well...im bored...like extremley bored. is it bad that i'm tryin get jonathan to acknowledge my birthday?? not like i want anything, just ya know....happy birthday..is that so bad?? i dont think so...do you?? hmm well other than that i really don't know what to do tonite...hmmm well DOAN didnt get on hotmail...so i cant talk to her, jonathan is occupied with those games on facebook, justice is in the shower....wow i have a really sad life. and i dont think i can do it...i mean i really did try tonite...i did, but one he got offline, andtwo im not sure if i couldve pressed the button...hold on lemme see if hes online now...NO!!! i cant do it...not tonite at least. i feel like im being annoying, everyrime he stops replying, but hes still online i write something...makes me feel like he stopped replying for a reason...and thats not an excuse, honest...well maybe a little, but mostly the first reason...i cant do it. oh my gosh, i really cant do it!! ugh!!! i gotta!! i know i do!! oh my gosh!! can i come over to your house tomorrow doan?? hmmm wat now?? this would be so much easier if someone else did this for me...i dont mean like when i had doan talk to him, i mean someone pretending to be me, that way, maybe i can have some input on what is said, but i wont have to be the one thinking when [ENTER] is pressed...hmmm i dunno. apple kinda sucks...well there desktops anyway, i hate their mouses they are soo annyoing. theres only one button...i mean c'mon...really?? even laptops have two buttons. what the hell, its especially annoying in mr. gaspaires class and im tryin to play halo or whatever...yea. ok so now im just rambling...how can i make him realize itsmy birthday, without saying its my birthday?? i have an idea, but that would take time. hmmm....lets think together. does megumi or clara ever actually read this?? if they do, COMMENT!!! so i know who im actually talking to. im bored now, im gunna go. bye

yield

i was gunna do it...honestly i was. swear. but then he logged out or somethin. im not sure but it said he was offline. i was just about to type it then...BAM!!! "Jonathan is Offline" i started cracking up. maybe its another sign...hmmm...i dunnno. tee-hee

i have to find it...

there is something going on lately and i dont like it. its like the world has turned upside down. i dont kno if im showing signs of depression again, or what but there is something wrong. seriously wrong. its like i cant be happy when im alone. all i seem to think about is johnny and how its the last week of school and that i need to tell him soon or be left in the unknown.and why i cant tell him i like him or ask him if he likes me. and hes just all thats in my head. usually when i think about him, i am happy, but even when im thinking happy thoughts about him, i cant be happy. its like my soul is empty. it sounds extreme and cheesy i know, but theres just something missing. nothing is falling into place right now. but thats not it, well thats the only one i can explain. the rest of it...its just like there is something in the air and its gettin to me. and i kno its getting to justice to. what is it? why is this happening?? everything took a 180 degree turn for hell. its like any happiness is gone from my life now. only when im around people am i happy. i need friends family. makes me realize how important those things are to me. but even then...its like theres something missing. the wierd thing is, is that i dont think im going to find it, i think whent this cloud passes, it will haunt me, like i never tried to figure out. and im not, because i cant. theres nothing wrong, not on the outside at least...its inside. im not good with my inside. but theres gotta be a trigger, i have to find, i need to find. right now, i think that is my only chance at happiness

what is happening?
there is something seriously wrong
it impossible for me to be happy when i am alone
i don't feel strong

there is only one thing i ever think about
it seems the only thing on my mind
i think about what could've been, what still could be
he's the only one that seems worthy of my time

nothing is going right
nothing is falling into its place
has the world turned upside down?
how far has this virus traveled into our subspace

a black mist, swirling inside my head
it has taken control of my soul
what is happening?
why is life such a miserable hellhole?

something...else...has taken control
it taken something of mine, of beauty
but i know i wont't be able to find it
it's going to haunt me

i tried to find it, honestly i did
i searched deep inside
but there is no trigger, no smoking gun
but that is my only chance at happiness on the inside and outside

i dunno

night night wifeyy dont let the rapers in throught the window....haha i dont know why i put that up, but...i dont know!! he sooo likes mr tho!! oh then i put ok...good night hubby

cinema!!!

well last night doan and i went to the mall with doan and jessica. mann jessica was really annoying...she kept asking soo many questions and sayongblack ppl do this and black ppl do that and it was just really annoying. well any way i used doans phone to talk to johnny yesterday and he asked me to go see a movie with him!! yea! :D haha and we've talked like every night for the past week. for a couple hours at a time :) tee-hee and then today a few cadets went to the cemetary to put flags on the soldiers grave. when i got there he gave me a hug first and he was really close to me the whole time. and when we werent doing actually working he was really close to me and flirting with me and stuff. but marissa was ALL over him. i mean like she stuck her hand in his pocket and basically forcing him to hold her hand. but he would walk up behind me and hold MY hand. yeah we were walking away from the cemetary and he was holding my hand( but marissa was holding his hand first, cuz shes soo pushy, but he walked away from her and came over to me to hold my hand) and we were walking really really close like we were going out :) it was awesome. then i got a ride home from MSGhouse and there were five ppl so i ended up sitting on johnnys lap. and he wrapped his arms around me and rested his head on my arm (but marissa was holding his hand again its kind of annoying, not in the jealous sense but more of who forces ppl to hold your hand and makes you give them hugs?? like really?? who is honestly that pushy?? wow shes so annoying.) then i got out and he tickled me. but its okay cuz i know he likes me and he keeps saying shes being annoying so im good. plus theres that one girl madronio and usually hes really close to her and i used to think they liked each other(they did but...not so much anymore) even when he had a gf they would be all over each other, but today he actually chose to hang out with me over her :) yup yup this is sooo awesome. haha

what the hell is wrong with this pic?

marriage is a roller coaster...

dude!!! j-dog!! u should look up this song i think you'd like it. its called Death Whispers a Lullaby by Opeth. it says its metal but, its really slow and smooth.sooo...yea that was basically all i wanted to put up. oh and now whenever johnny IMs me, he calls me wifey. like today he said hey wifey!! and i said hey hubby!! tee-hee look at that we even got nicknames for each other lolz. life is good right now. man doan hasnt updated her blog in a while. gosh this song is soooo good. haha ok buh-bye oh wait thats not how i sign out...peac3

its a race...

oh my gosh...i must really like this guy. i IM'd on facebook and he responded and my heart started to race, and my hand s got really sweaty. i dont even do that around him in person...oh wow this is friken amazing. hehe. he called me hun again :) i said can you plz bring my head phones to school tomorrow? and he said yeahh hun. aaah!!! last time he did that was after he told me he liked me! ohemgeezness!!! yay! he so does like me! yipee! o my gish did i just say yippee?!?! holy shit i did!! oh my gish! gish?? what the hell is wrong with me?!?! uhmmmm....i forgot what i was gunna say...oh yea, maybe now i can write a happy poem...im gunna try...yea!!! im...i dunno...theres nuthin much to write anymore...i hate the doctor on deadliest warrior. well i dont hate him, just his "jokes" arent funny...everything that was inside blah blah BLAH!!! gosh haha i am in a REALLY good mood right now....well i wass....then he mentioned marissa. hes always gotta mention her!!! ok nvm...im in a good mood again, he said she was being annoying. i mean its annoying how he always mentions her, but hes saying shes annoying, so i dunno...hmmm. oh well im almost positive he likes me, so im good. :D lolz...i guess he really wants to talk to me cuz hes always sayin u need texting, ask ur mommie(his spelling) for texting. lolz :) yup im in a really good mood. ughness, i dont wanna stop typing cuz if i do, i gotta get off the computer...i wont cuz im talking to johnny :) but ya kno...tee hee. oh my gish...i think im giddy. i kno right?! giddy...what the hell is wrong with me?! haha...what is the "like" thing on facebook, i dont get it...ooh do you guys watch deadliest warrior?? i think u would like it j-dog...its got alot of the history crap u like. i just like it for the blood and guts :D yummy haha. now im just blabbering...blah blah blah blah...hmmm ima check doans blog real qwik...why havent you updated your blog?!?! i like reading yourss...its soo interesting...lolz seriously though, it is. justice, yours is interesting too, but its to short. oh! ima download mr. brightside real qwik!! eh...nvm...sorry j-dog. ugh my gosh!!! why does he gotta keep bringing up marissa?!?! what the hell. i think some ppl think just cuz were cousins iim obligated to kno stuuff about her and talk about her. like wht the hell is that all im good for?! this is what he said: "why does mills like me so much? like u know it would kill her if i said i was into someone else its like i liked* her but she became weird at the freakin ranch and thxx so much for saving me" what the hell...i dont kno anymore. can you believe that. ten min. ago i was 99 % sure he likes me, now im just like wat the fuck?! why do we always gotta talk about marissa?! ugh!! why the hell does he have to be soo confusing!? doan i agree with you...hes not playing with or he doesnt know he is, but he might as well be. member when i said when were in class i dont kno if he likes me? well today he was really close to me, like when (i apologize now for the relationship referral) ppl are going out and the guys sittin on a table or sumthin and the girl is on a lower surface and there really close. like that kinda. lolz he even gave me a massage, kinda...sounds really creepy right?? haha...watevs...its all a good sign. this is really long and my moms in bed so i guess i can go now. ill update later on the outcome of our convo...peac3

missed calls...

wow, well he actually called me. i didnt think he would, i thought he was just saying it cuz marissa was there, ya know? well anyway...he called, but i missed it. i was outside cleaning my moms damn truck. oh well. i listened to his message...he kept saying you and me alot :D thats a good thing fyi haha...well then doan called. i missed her call too. wats with me today?
so do you like my new blog?? i was gunna change the pics and add more, but im not using my account, so i gotta wait till tomorrow.justice...do u like the black,red,and white? hehe nice huh? well ima change the pics tomorrow or somthin, but yup. not much to really say here. peac3

good news-ish

well all the problems i talked about last time are still there, but im kinda good with it now. its still sorta eating me up inside, but watevs (for right now) any way...guess who i was talking to last night...yup, johnny. we were talking on and off for about two hours. and i have come to the conclusion...i think he might like me. it's just the way he talks to me. cuz i said hey and hes said hey! :) and then he asked me how ive been, not wats up, he said something along the lines of so how have u been doing?? yup then he started confiding in me again, like when i had texting. it was nice, it's kind of nice to have peole do that. then he said thank you for making me feel better. then he said he gets mad cuz he cant express his feelings and i said u should find someone to talk to and he said i cant talk to you right? and i said yea and he said thanks :) then i told him i played guitar a little bit and he said thats super beast....yup, thats it, its just the way he talks to me makes me think he might. oh i didnt say this last time, cj and i had a nice long converstion...alot of it was about me liking johnny...it was interesting. yup yup, well justice, thanks fer ditching me on messenger...youre so nice

grilled or fried?

wow...i'm such a chicken. there are so many thing i wanna ask johnny and talk about, but i can't. i just...i dunno. i want to know, but im so unconfrontational when it comes to this stuff. i called a guy a fucking ass hole and now i cant even...UGH!!! why is this so difficult. and i feel really bad for going thru doan. i feel like i'm being annoying and i probably am. sorry doan. well...i don't know what to do. i really wanna know tho. i keep telling myself im not afraid of rejection...but why cant i bring myself to talk to him about any of it. i didnt even talk to him about the "plan". school is over in, like 30 days, so its not like anything is gunna happen, but...maybe a chance at finality would be nice? i dont even really care which way it goes, just...something. well...i guess i'm either gunna have to get over it...what ever "it" is, or i'll just never know...for sure really. ppl (cj, doan thats not really alot, but watevs) are tellin me he likes me, but i cant bring myself to belive. i want to, really i do, i just cant. there is something inside of me that is keeping that part of me from telling him anything or talking to him about any of it. ughness. life is so difficult right now. i dont want this life. sure theres some great things, but right now, the negative dwarfs it. i dont wanna die. i just don't want this life. if i could pick and choose my life, thatd be nice. i wouldnt make it perfect. but itd sure be a hell of a lot better. for now i guess im just gunna have to focus on the good things to get me thru this. thats my friends, my mom(the stuff i can tell her) and my music. u guys help me alot thanks so much. i can do this...thirty some days left and i'll be FREE! unless something happens and i dont wanna be free...no, STOP! i gotta stop doin this. trying to be at peac3

i was bored

Why are you blind,
To the pain that is inside?
It is your fault,
For why my heart is a vault

It is killing me inside,
The games and the lies.
You are not really perfect,
For you will never see your true effect.

For some reason though,
Everything is erased when I look at your photo.
You are making me blind,
But…I don’t think that I mind.

goats!!!

hehe...ooh. look at the goats.
omgeezness!!! there were goats in the friken parking lot of toys r us. hehe. me and j-dog got soooo excited!!!! but doan wasnt there...she just kept walkin. just keep walkin doan!!! just keep walkin!!! u didnt experience the awesomeness of the...GOATS!!! yee-ah. but i couldnt hold i straight cuz i was laughing to much. and we were also like 200 ft. away. awesome zoom isnt it?? say it. u kno it is.

i thought about it. i do enjoy being close with johnny, but i dont wanna be used. yahoo answers(lolz) says he still likes marissa and i think so too, so i dont wanna be the middle man anymore. i thought about sayin this...any comments??

I don't wanna do the plan anymore. sorry, but I kinda feel like I'm being used. Besides me and Marissa are cool again, and i like it better that way. And it seems like you still like her, if you do why don't you just tell her, no doubt she still likes you too.

i just...i dunno anymore. doan, have u talked to him lately?? maybe u could just ask him if he still like her. i would do it, really i would, but i dont have a phone, hes never on myspace when im on, and i cant do it during class. ughness. watever. no peac3 here.

Oh Em Geezness!!!

Long time no write!!! Well its not like theres much to write about anyway....well theres one thing but I dont think u wanna hear me rant about that :D Uhm lifes pretty good. I got my friends so I'm pretty much set. The AP test is on thur. HOLY SHIT!!! THE AP TEST IS ON THURSDAY!!!! FUUUUUUUCK!!! JCLC was awesome. soooo going next year. wow this is really boring. ok I give. the big thing is that Johnny broke up with his GF so now our(mostly his) "plan" is back on. It was his idea and I know its stupid but I dont think i ever really got over him and it's kinda just a chance for me to get close to him again. Doan says he likes me cuz no guy would put so much effort into making a girl jealous and she says I'm the "rebound" girl kinda just that he always keeps coming back to me. I accept her theories, but there still isn't enough evidence to prove it indefinately. so i still think he doesnt like me. i dont think hes doin it to make marissa jealous, no thats just stupid, but i dont think hes doin it cuz he likes me. i cant figure out why hes doin it, but watevs. uhm wat else?? oh im still not happy bout cj (sorry doan) just like his restrictions are really stupid. hes a nice guy and all, just way to insecure and jealous.
this is when me doan and justice went to the mall. then we got in trouble from the mall cop. lolz ok i got nuthin else to say peac3

3-8-10

spaghetti says:
i talked to doan about cj and i told her id call her back but shes not answering

Pokeylope says:
what did you tell her? did she seem pissed?

spaghetti says:
i just told her pretty much wat i told u
she didnt sound pissed
she sounded upset
i didnt mean to make her sad im just kinda worried....ya know?

Pokeylope says:
ooh you told her that you think he's not a good first bf? she just seemed really excited about the whole thing :/ it just sucks that its turning out this way. and i know what you mean, i feel the same

spaghetti says:
no i told her i dont think hes a good bf in general...and yea thats wat sucks cuz she was happy and i didnt wanna ruin that but...

Pokeylope says:
...but the relationship is already going downhill. it's only a matter of time before she gets really hurt :/ he's creepy, he acts all shy and nice but he's one of those undercover abuse cases

spaghetti says:
yea thats what i was thinkin to
she told me she wants to break up with him after formal but shes afraid they wont be friend
but id rather not have a friend than be unhappy

Pokeylope says:
yeah true. so he is going to formal? i wonder if she would go through with it. what if he explodes and tries to kill her or something? oh god lol. yeah idk if they would be able to be friends...

spaghetti says:
i think hes still goin im not sure. i honestly hope she would do it tho. thats not funny and yea

Pokeylope says:
he's just so.....odd. but not in the good way. i just don't want her getting all depressed afterwards. that would make things hard.

spaghetti says:
yea....but thats what were for, we can get her thru it
and id rather do that than let this get outta hand

Pokeylope says:
yeah. its just she's super sensitive, so its going not going to be easy. but i guess we can try our bests lol. yeah it's better to stop it now before it evolves into something worse.

spaghetti says:
bests??
and yes i agree with you
we should talk to doan, but she wont answer her phone
5 bucks says shes on the phone with cj
haha bests thats funny

Pokeylope says:
lol your font is weird O.o haha yeah bests, what's wrong with that? and yeah she's always talking to cj. or buu buu whatever...

spaghetti says:
nah just how if she were to say bye to him to talk to us hed call her selfish and get mad then doan would think its her fault and get upset and its not her fault at all. thats wats really annoying. hes not the only person in her life.
we were there first!!!
haha lolz

Pokeylope says:
lol yeah. he's uber jealous at everything!! it's crazy man, just looking at another guy sets him off! and that sucks cuz most of doan's friends are guys :/

spaghetti says:
yea shes mentioned that. and how he wants to beat up ed and devin cuz they were poking her?? yeah it was annoying her, but really u wanna beat them up over that?! i just dont want that violence projected at doan....and hes already mad at HER even tho its the guys' fault..

Pokeylope says:
and the guys aren't doing anything wrong. just being guys. cj is just possesive. its freaky. he says he won't hit girls but....yeah i don't want to think about that

spaghetti says:
hes to possesive. i think he has self-esteem issues or sumthin if u have to be that protctive over sumone or sumthin...and yea thats wats worrying me the most

ahhhh!!

waz up homie gees?!?! im sittin at doans house waitin for the popcorn to cool. stupid mom wouldnt take me to massing of the colors. so now im stuck here. ugh i dont wanna be here. haha lolz jk jk. doans wierd. we were video chattin with justice, then the stupid ho went to go take a shower. gosh my aunt is so annoying! i actually dont like her....is that bad? shes family but she pissing me off! oh well watevs...kimberly is sooo awesome. i just wanna lick her all over!!! i love her sooo much!!!aaah!! my jackets furry its bad. i hate it but it wont go away!!! aaaaaaaaah!!!! man we gotta go dress shopping again :( but im maybe ill go with doan and justice so it wont be as bad. eh idk. watever. i wonder if kileeis gunna invite us to her 15 thingy. i dunno. cuz we kept seeing her at the mall, and she told us about it so i dunno. doan does have a point about she might not care about us being friends. haha cj is sooo wierd. i dont know why he just is. ahhhhh!!! u kno what?? doan and jusstice having bfs makes me sadish. not like really sad but like u know....it just makes me want johnny more. not like want in a sick way but like u kno a relationship i guess. like im not jealous, far from, im happy for them. i just kinda feel like the odd ball with no-one....ya know??? ugh ih well ill get over it. maybe i should go out with richmond....hmmmm.......EWWWWWW nooo!!!! nevermind i jus couldnt imagine that. ugh why cant i get him outta my head!!!! ahhhh!!!! and i still refuse to believe he likes me...and thats me signingoff. peac3.

ribbitt

I'm at school with daisy its actually cool. Doans hangin out with cj right now, but I wanna go to her house plus I don't actually have my key soooo yea. I found a frog! It was awesome. Haha so I showed people and like everybody freaked out. U guys are all wimps!! Lolz but Really u are. Doan took a picture of it haha. Ugh I'm kinda bored. I feel like I'm annoying doan but I really don't have anywhere else to go. SoRry doan. Ugh. I'm bored. Grace is wierd I'm hanging out with her and daisy in one of the practice rooms. She's kinda mean. She. Was playing sumthin on the piano and it was Supposed to be originally in the twilight movie but it got cut out and I mentioned it and she was all like no its not!! But she can play the piano really well or at least better than I can so I got some repect for her, I guess. When am I supposed to go get doan? Ugh. I feel really annoying!! AaaaaAAAhh!!! Sorry doan :( poo...hmm what to do. Now? I could text justice? Yea imma do that hold onn. Ok I did that. I don't remember what She said she had to do afyer school today so idk if shell respond. So did daisy come here just to see doan or what? Is she goin to ur house to? This is pointless in asking since ur probably not gunna read till after I found out so... Yea. Whatever. Do do do do do. I'm bored now ugh there's a whole half hour left. Oh ny gosh!!! That's a lot of time. Oh well I least I got justice to talk to.wow daisy drinks and smoke that's gross. Well. I'm gonna go. Now. Peac3

Holy Monday!!!

omg today was soooo awesome. justice doan and i went to the library downtown. how is that we always go to like super boring places, but its still super fun. its so wierd, but AWESOME!!! haha well anyway we originally went to the library to do work, but the library is right next to mcdonalds so we went there for a dinnerish kinda thing. we did some work first tho. so we walked to mcdonalds and got food...thanks justice:)....it was kinda like when we go to the mall and eat at wendys or krispy kreme but brittany wasnt there :D ahahaha ya then we gots ice cream for 50cents( holy crap!!! theres no cent sign!!) then we started walking back to library and we took a bunch a pictures. haha doan has them all on her camera so look there. who am i actually talking to when i write these? the only followers are megumi doan clara and justice and considering doan and justice are with me in most of these blogs i guess im writint to megumi and clara. hiya guys!! you should comment so i kno who im talkin to hehe. so any way i forgot what i was saying.....oh yea i asked cj to the dance haha lolz not like that i asked him so he could go with doan sorta cuz she already invited brittany but doesnt wanna be rude and bail. sucks fer you ho!!! hahai guess ill go if cj goes lolz ur right doan does sound like i like him. hey u could try emailing me the video we took in the truck and see if my computer will let me put it up on da blog. cuz dat was a funny video. u should send me some of the pics to. i have some on my phone but idk how to get them from my phone to my computer. but ya the pics i wanna put some up of tonite. tonite was awesome. we still on for saturday?!? yea wouldnt it be awesome if we actually could do this every week? maybe not frozen yogurt but ya kno hangin out. i guess we dont gottabuy stuff EVERY single time right? yea right? oh!! i got it instead of all of us spendin 5 bucks each at orange tree evry week(maybe?) one person can buy just one really big thing so like maybe7 or 8 bucks every week(maybe?) thatd prolly be cheaper. u kno/ we never actually got to the math part of the homework....i did find my worksheet tho it was on my mooms bed. haha mooms what is mooms?? justices moms a mooms mwahahahaha....yea now i gotta figure out how to work im on hotmail so i can talk to the hos!!! ok peac3 homie gees

tacoma is the outcast

i can't believe my mom actually took txting away....at least she only did it cuz of the money and not cuz of me. so if i want texting i gotta get a job. my mom said a good place to work would be a movie theater...thats what doan said too. maybe ill go to the towne center tomorrow and talk to da peoples. i really needa job. im tired of asking my mom for money. like when we go to da mall. haha me doan brittany and justice went to the mall yesterday. it was pretty cool. then we went to wendys and this guy there actually waited on us. it was sooooo wierd. then we went back to the mall and had frozen yogurt. orange tree/leaf whatever its called is soooo awesome. i went to the southcenter mall and theirs still says orange tree. wtf is wrong with tacoma. one of these days me doan and justice gotta go to southcenter. that place is friken humongous(did i spell that right?) well anyway, its got two floors and a super confuddling layout. the nordstrom bathroom isnt as nice as ours tho. but it would be super awesome to go there just the three of us. my mom would drive us if we paid her twenty bucks haha of we could wait till my next orthodontist appt. and go afterwards but you guys would be bored and its in april which is super far away. when r u moving justice? that sucks u gotta switch schools. boo...i forgot what i was gunna say next, oh wells

ya feels me ho?!

tee-hee...idk why i just said that but whatevers. uhm.....i dunno what to write about. doan said that johnny said he stil likes me, but i refuse to believe it. im kinda starting to, but not really. then c-buu knos i like him. how?!?! i dont know! i mean its not like it friken obvious or anything. we rarley talk and even then its not like cj is around. so how would he kno? doan could you ask him how he found out please? ugh. oh well at least i dont have to beafraid of him telling jonathan....doan. haha lolz jk jk. well my mom took like everything away. texting, the tv, the computer. she just happened to leave it home today so...hmmm friday im goin to da mall with justice, doan, and brittany. i dont think we should go to lounge. its kinda the trio thing ya kno? ya feels me? haha doan is rubbing off on me. but we definately gots to go to orange "leaf" haha that place is AWESOME!!! yea! and ill pay for you doan unless i give you ur 5 bucks back first. tee-hee :D ok well...bye for nows...and prolly awhile.

Mrs. Adams :D

well u kno how my mom usually just takes my phone? well no this time she actually cancelled texting completely. :( ugh. well i havent posted in a while and i wont aain for a while cuz my mom took the comp. away so now i gotta go to the library and even then i nly get an hour every day. aaah!!! school is fun. after comps, jonathan was tryin to make marissa jealous by tellin her that like i make him sooo happy and stuff like that. then he told her we were hanging out on v-day, but neither of us realized it was v-day till that day, sooo i was like oh crap!!! hi clara! btw. so yea if she asks we went bowling and played video games. wat sucks tho is were only acting like we like each other. im enjoin this way to much. like i ko its to make her jealous but it almost feels real. :/ haha on tue. in rotc, we were practicing etiquitte for the cadet ball and we had to get dates. so johnny was my date haha and it was fun. it was me him, aaron and green at a table and we were all laughin and stuff. then he like held my hand when she was lookin and then we went in front of he class to be an example and then when the bell rang he got down on one knee and "proposed" in front of everybody including marissa haha lolz. so now were married. then today he dropped marissa and he actualy came and got me so i could see. and he actually said my first name. he hasnt said that in a while, not since he liked me as a matter of fact. oh well i already kno who he likes. oh and clara since u didnt kno this before, now u kno, unless u dont read this. whatever. but if u tell anybody, i will kill you. :D luv u!! haha justice is wierd. today she wouldnt stop laughing. it was....strange. like id say her na,e then shed start cracking up and she kept so ur mom...wierdo. justice u is weeeeeerd!!! haha. ok peace out homie gees!!

doan has left us

aaaah!! oh no!!! doan has officially crossed over to the dark side. haha. all that srtuff really? eww i just cant imagine that hes always been like mean. hehe i keep calling him c-buu.its funny. then he justlike smiles and walks away. wait he knos were friends right? cuz then thatd be creepy. haha its fun. are u showing kenton the blog or just the picture? cuz if u show him the blog he might read all the other stuff u posted bout him. i wanna a pic of me and jonathan. and not like the other ones. like a real pic. haha im gunna make like a photoshopped one. lolz j/k nah thats like stalkerish wierd. hehe. thats my goal. im gunna get a bunch of pic on sat. and post em. and theres hopefully gunna be some of me and johnny. hehe c-buu bye

fried rice

tomorrow i gotta go to madronios house for drill practice and the whole teams gunna be there. and i guess her moms makin everyone fried rice too. dammit. that screws thiss up. cuz i gotta be there at two and idk when it'll be over, but im supposed to be going shopping with justice and doan. fuuuuuuk!!! i don't know now. ima txt doan. shiznits......and we cant go on sunday huh?? damn well then i can't go. oh wells. and i wanted to take thte pics with my phone even tho it sucks

Got em!!!

OK i finally got the friken pics of me and Jonathan. so once i figure out how to put them up, i will :) oooh. i looked at them and just realized sumthin. one looks really really bad, and the other one makes me look fat lolz. but ima put them up anyway cuz its actually a pic of just me and him, together :D haha...once i figure out how....ok i got it. Is it gunna stay like that? wow this is gnna take sum time. ok only two more left. OH!! i figured it out. ok well that one-----> makes me look chubby and the one up there^ looks wierd for the both of us. And the one below (theres no down arrow thingy) is me jonathan and hatcher making a triangle. I have the awesome shoes lolz and thats johnny doin the peace sign. yeah well those are the

pics i said i'd put up. happy doan? now i just need to take more pics to put up. since i've figured it out, ima put a bunch up here. hehe this is gunna be fun!!! "E=MC2" haha einstien, random quote of the day. peace out homie gees.

hurry up!!

ok so lied. i dont care how long it takes, i'm gunna wait for that pic of me and jonathan to be the first pic up. i keep tellinghim to send it to me. today i actually got a response but idk. we'll see. i really want that pic!!!

dedicated to:giggles and juggles haha lolz

haha giggles asked justice to the dance. yay! lolz. but stupid me blurted out his name in front of antonio, so i had to cover it up. so now i "like" giggles, justice "likes" jermaine and doan likes c-buu, cept the last one is actually true haha. then me, doan, and justice are gonna go dress shopping...thursday? i think, Nordstrom bathroom, here we come!!! we are headed for the lounge. woo hoo hahaha!! i wanted the first pic up to be the one of me and jonathan but he hasnt txtd it to me, so if i dont get it tonite ill put up another one. ok peace out homie gee skillet biscuit dawgs. word

Creeeper!!!

AH!! Theres this kid in my 5th per. he wrote me a note it was sooo wierd.

Dear girl,
I am in love with you give me a change I am crazy in love with you Plase write back when you give a change I love you always will be to be honety I never had a girlfriend before.

And thats it. He doesnt even kno my name!!! wtf?!?! haha he gave it me in the hall. he said here green or girl im not exactly sure!! but wat the fuck?! like hes always got drool on the corners of his mouth and he reeks!! and hes kinda stupid. did u SEE the grammer? i mean really. theres intentional shorthand, then theres...that. lolz i mean its funny, but if he really does i dont wanna break his heart, but i mean really. He loves me? when he doesnt even kno my name. haha then my friends wrote stuff that i could say to him.

Doan: Aye dawg, I appreciate your love letter! It was stupid fly but yousa stupid fly! Who da fuhk it be?! I need to know you before I call dem cops. Alight dog!
Antonio: Listen, I think its awesome thta you like me and everything, but to be 100% Honest. I don't feel the same way about you as you feel about me. i hope there is no hard feelings.
Doan:Lets go to the Spice lands and play with eachother's hair!
Justice:LEARN YOUR GRAMMER, YOU CREEPER! I DON'T LIKE YOU, OKAY?? BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME! I MEAN NEVER!!(she wrote in all caps)
Doan:Listen Dawg, yuu aint my type!
Antonio; Look!you are stupid! Learn how to spell, go back to 3rd grade, you ignorant piece of crap! get it through your thick fat ass head! I dont like and never will get the picture, you are a loser and I will never EVER like you because I think you look like your face was run over by a 18 wheel truck eat shit and die, dummy!(Antonio can be particularly cruel )
Doan:damn, yousa fineass cutie, but chuu ain't my type! Go away, If yuu go and write a note tuu me again, yuu'll be srry!

And that is that. strange aint it. I have some wonderful friends don't I? Anyway I have an awesome picture or two to post later so...."I'll be back" as said by Arnold Schwarzeneggar. HA! That was the random quote for today!Gotcha! peace homie gee's