why does everything have to suck so bad??

ok so i was looking at cheaper driving schools and i dont kno if its the same one, but i found a school for 280 dollars too. thats not a bad price compared to like 911 and other places, but i have absolutely no idea of how im going to pay for it. my mom definately cant afford it and its not like i have a job. ugh this sucks soooo bad!!! plus i have week to get $90 for the search and rescue training on the 13th. why does everything have to cost so much? ugh. so...justice, do you still read our blogs?? u dont really respond to them anymore!! haha. doan, if we go to the mall this weekend, would you mind looking for jobs while were there? seems boring i kno, but i REALLY need a job. oh my gosh, i just realized i need $20 more for my permit. gosh this sucks so much!! i hate my life! i hate being poor. it its so aggravating. everyone around me is buying a bunch of stuff, starting driving school, and TEXTING!!! i cant imagine whats going to happen when senior year comes and we gotta buty all that stuff for graduation. this sucks...i hate this.