Hot, Beautiful, Sexy, Pretty, and Soft...

...ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!

Ghost Whisperer

ok...i am officially in love with Ghost Whisperer and Jennifer Love Hewitt!! i almost think I like it more than *whisper* Bones!! AAAH!!! i dont know! im so conflicted, but the show is sooooo good!!! i love bones tho!! its prolly just cuz its temporarily on hold cuz of the world series...ok how bout this? they are equal...but Jennifer love hewitt is HOT!!!! and...you guys should sign the petition to get it back ( http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/ghostwhisperer/ ) and send CBS a comment asking for it back ( http://www.cbs.com/info/user_services/fb_global_form.php )

AAAAAHH!!!!

ugh...so this year is just so....down...ya kno? like its the same thing everyday. i hate tedium and its getting me down...i hate it. i hate school, but i hate staying home too. just about everything now-a-days is super boring. and i keep getting sick and shiz...i mean its nice to have a break from school every once in a while, but ive been absent for about two weeks. ugh. why is everything so...depressing? i mean...its like nothing is happening. we're just pawns moving through the motions. theres no feeling or sense of why were doing anything...were just...moving. and i want more friends. its like usually im happy with just a close few, but i've alse experienced what its like to be in a big group of friends, and i liked that as well. that might be why i like rotc so much. its like one big family. just about everyone is accepted. i dont think its a thing of acceptance though, its just havong all those people there. u never get bored, ur always having fun. i miss is. right now it feels like im wasting my life. im not doing anything productive. toady doan asked me if i liked last year or this year better. i said a little bit of both. i lied to myself. this year sucks! one of my best friends moves away, were having more money troubles than ever, i lost a close friend cuz he doesnt want to bother to even say hi, i feel like my life is worthless right now, i feel like such a loner half the time, it just sucks. everything this year sucks. ugh i hate it. dont get me wrong...i wanna be grateful for life and all, but im so BORED! i hate being bored. and not in the literal sense...ya kno? just like there is nothing happening in my life. day in and day out, its the same thing. i miss last year. talkg to my friend from fifth grade made me miss fifth grade too. i had a big group of friends, i lived somewhere where i could do something on weekends and after school, we werent struggling with money, and now that i think about it, i was in the "popular" group. i dont like using that word, cuz its not really the right one, but thats the only way i can explain it. i loved that year...it kinda of depresses me that i lost those good friends just cuz i had to move. i love you guys, but i miss them too...ya kno? sorry this was really long, but it felt good to vent. oh and doan, i dont hate sims, i just dont like the game.

yea, i got that

so...there is really nothing to say. i mean NOTHING interesting is happening. so...yea. cant wait for u to get down here next week!!! its gunna be totally awesome!! just like old times :D other than that, theres nothing happening. oh, well marissas a friken bitch. i went to the tailgate party with her and she ditched to flirt with another guy who ISNT her bf. wtf??? shes a friken hoe bag. oh so when u come down here i can give u the journal i got u. save money on shipping haha. so i have recently discovered i have a phobia of needles and things in costumes. i havent had shots in what seems like years, which doesnt make sense but whatever. anyway, so i went to get a shot and i FREAKED out...started crying and shiz for no reason whatsoever, i didnt even see the needle, nad it only hurt a lil bit...so afterwards im like wtf??? i say so alot. ok then the one with the costumes. i dont kno really just that when i see things in a like a mascot costumes it freaks me out. today at the assembly i was standing there and the tbird came out and i had to leave...its really wierd, but later i saw it and i wasnt scared. in psych class we learned that a phobia is when u feel anxiety directed at something...yea, i got that.

to: justice

ok well im not gunna update until later considering its 5:30 in the morning, I just wanted to put this up. do u still read this anymore justice?? cuz u dont answer all my questions like u used too...lolz anyway...if ya do...go here and tell me watcha think.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lW3XYWdYH0

shipping

ok soo...there still isnt much to talk about but i figured i should update anyway. soo, the whole jonathan thing is over. i can truthfully say, i dont like him anymore, but what i have realized latly is that i kind of miss us liking each other. i cant really explain. i guess it was just having that other person, i dunno. anyway, at the beginning of the year, we didnt really talk, and it kinda made me sad, but now we friends and its all good. i wonder if hes just forgotten last year. uhm, i finally have a box for ur journal, but i need an address to send it to. man, i am loving my psych class. i wish i could take latin, that would be awesome. i love that language, not like i know alot of it, just ya know. it seems like a really awesome thing to kno. the english teacher is teaching us latin roots, which is cool, but an entire class would be even better. hmm...so our orchestra teacher is friken horrible. he looks like edward. no joke. hes not beautiful in anyway, but the way he dresses, and his HAIR!!! oh my gosh. theres not much else to say. cept u need to get on messenger more. hmmm...i would just go find this joey person and talk to him. oh one last thing...whos the guy in the background of the pic of u and me??