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well...im bored...like extremley bored. is it bad that i'm tryin get jonathan to acknowledge my birthday?? not like i want anything, just ya know....happy birthday..is that so bad?? i dont think so...do you?? hmm well other than that i really don't know what to do tonite...hmmm well DOAN didnt get on hotmail...so i cant talk to her, jonathan is occupied with those games on facebook, justice is in the shower....wow i have a really sad life. and i dont think i can do it...i mean i really did try tonite...i did, but one he got offline, andtwo im not sure if i couldve pressed the button...hold on lemme see if hes online now...NO!!! i cant do it...not tonite at least. i feel like im being annoying, everyrime he stops replying, but hes still online i write something...makes me feel like he stopped replying for a reason...and thats not an excuse, honest...well maybe a little, but mostly the first reason...i cant do it. oh my gosh, i really cant do it!! ugh!!! i gotta!! i know i do!! oh my gosh!! can i come over to your house tomorrow doan?? hmmm wat now?? this would be so much easier if someone else did this for me...i dont mean like when i had doan talk to him, i mean someone pretending to be me, that way, maybe i can have some input on what is said, but i wont have to be the one thinking when [ENTER] is pressed...hmmm i dunno. apple kinda sucks...well there desktops anyway, i hate their mouses they are soo annyoing. theres only one button...i mean c'mon...really?? even laptops have two buttons. what the hell, its especially annoying in mr. gaspaires class and im tryin to play halo or whatever...yea. ok so now im just rambling...how can i make him realize itsmy birthday, without saying its my birthday?? i have an idea, but that would take time. hmmm....lets think together. does megumi or clara ever actually read this?? if they do, COMMENT!!! so i know who im actually talking to. im bored now, im gunna go. bye